In the beginning, when this whole trip to Taiwan was first brought up, my plans were quite different than what God had planned for me, which seems to happen to me a lot. Actually, Mary, told me about this trip. Mary had gone to Yuli, Taiwan for two consecutive years, and this time she wanted me to come with her for the final semester of school in Taiwan. She said there were three openings in Pingtung, Taiwan, that way we could both be teaching on the same team together. At first, all of this seemed crazy. I had just applied to the Police Academy and I had been scheduled for an interview. I could not picture dropping everything I had planned and to go to Taiwan for 6 months. But that was the problem, it was what I had planned. Now, I am not saying I will not be going into law enforcement when I get back, but I am saying it is completely up to God. So, I did what I normally do when I am stressed and do not know what to do! I prayed, talked to my parents, and I made a pros and cons list! Believe it or not, those lists are actually quite helpful! In the end, my parents and I were in agreement, I would only be able to go to Taiwan if I was on the same Team as Mary. After talking to Mary, who had talked with her connections, I was told it was a almost guarantee (key word, almost). So I cancelled the academy, put as it seemed "my future" on hold and started the process of getting things in order for Taiwan. Then a couple weeks ago, after paying for a visa, cancelling everything, and getting my LOA from my job, I was informed I would not be going with Mary to Pingtung. Now, I will admit it was a big blow to the stomach. Looking back at the process of deciding to go to Taiwan, I still saw God every step of the way and I knew this was his will, but I could not understand what God was doing! why could I not go to Pingtung? What I could not see until now was that God had always planned for me to got to Hualien, I just was not listening-something I need to work on! In God's infinite wisdom, he knew I would never had considered this trip if I knew I would not be on the same team as Mary. So, God planned it in such a way that when I got the news I would be going to Hualien instead of Pingtung, it would be at the point where it would be too late to back out. Knowing all these things, looking forward to the unknown is not very terrifying anymore, because I know that if this is God's plan, then he will not leave me, but provide me with the strength and courage to continue. In 2 Corinthians 5:14-15, Paul writes to the saints in Corinth, "For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one has died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised." As the verse above states, Christ loved me and died for me so that I can live my life for him. I am confident, God has many more wonderful surprises waiting for me in Taiwan, even if at first they may not look like "wonderful" surprises.
On the plus side, at least I will finally be in the same time zone as Mary :)
Montean!!!! Hope all is well over there! Just wanted to let you know that you're not missing out on anything but drama back at work. Today was my last day there so yeah....WOOO HOOOO!!!!
ReplyDeleteThat's all I got so far...Go Wings! =)
Sergeant!! Ya it's going pretty good here...a little disorienting not being around people who speak English, but it's good motivation to learn Chinese. Haha definitely not missing the drama but missing the job! Last day eh? Well I hope your enjoying your new job!
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